Abandoned blog,
I’m slinking on back to you.
I can’t say I’ve missed you. I’ve
been too busy and then, too guilty thinking I should have been telling you
about my life, my reading. I’ve visited and
celebrated family events – a wedding, a birthday, Thanksgiving, and not made mention
of a single marvelous moment.
I’ve been to New York City, suburban Boston and Portland,
Maine.
Here’s a picture of me in New York.
I’ve helped clean out a basement, had tea and lunch with friends, returned to part-time work,
and caught a cough.
An awful cough.
For days, I couldn’t talk without coughing – a sign perhaps
telling me to keep my mouth shut and get my fingers busy. A sign I ignored. One night I woke coughing so deeply my lungs
ached.
No other symptoms.
Just the worst cough I can remember. The last one so
long ago that I didn’t think about cough medicine or going to the doctor until everyone – husband,
relatives, friends kept saying the word pneumonia
– as in you can die from pneumonia.
The medicine broke slowly broke up whatever was clogging up my lungs, and I am on the mend.
With the cough nearly gone, gone too are (most of) my excuses for not blogging, not writing.
I’ve read quite a few
books – and said little or nothing about them, wherein lies the guilt. It
began with Cloud Atlas, whose six
stories in one kind of overwhelmed me. I so wanted to write about it, but it seemed such a big project. I still long to get back to it.
Then Jo Nesbo’s Phantom arrived in the mail – preordered
long ago at Amazon --- and I chose reading over writing. With it, Gillian’s
Flynn’s Gone Girl, perfect choice while travelling (given consistent
attention disruptions). Finished Gone Girl while away. Then sister-in-law
Audrey handed me Ann Patchett’s State of Wonder, which I read half of before
returning home. Once back, took it out
of the library and read the other half. While at the library, picked up The
Right Hand Shore by Christopher Tilghman and am making slow progress through
it. On a reading roll.
I write because it is
unlikely I will go back and give each a thorough thinking through, but I need
to get blogging again.
Dear Blog, as well as anyone who happens to read my ramblings,
I’m back.
The blog quietly awaits your return. It has no expectations.
ReplyDeleteThe blog is more patient than my dog. But my dog wags his tail when I return.
DeleteThere's nothing wrong with spending a little time away from the blog. :) I didn't blog at all during Thanksgiving week. :)
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Cloud Atlas ended my blogging too! I enjoyed the book but have NO idea how even to write about it. I'm reading Les Mis now, so that's probably another month without blogging.
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